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Happy New Year!

Insomnia rant

The past and the future don't exist anywhere but the mind's eye. I guess that's why people can't fucking drive when they talk on a cell phone. Your eyeballs are hard wired and don't rely on any critical thinking to operate. But I guess it must use lots and lots of background brain power because when I start communicating verbally with someone, especially if I can't see their face, things get hard to focus on. If you're like me, your brain kind of of draws the curtains for a wee bit on the outside world as it tries to run through the first possible zillion answers to the question we were just asked. When that happens. I mean, it's hard to fucking walk. When I'm thinking hard about something and trying to come up with meaningful answers, my mind changes it's focus from the external visual world, to the internal eye of critical thinking, the only place that the past or the future exist. That super freaky synergy of your recent history/experiences combined with a high state of imagination and precognitive abilities.