It's hard to do this!

Blogging without feedback is like....uh, like uh, well it's it's it's....a useless gesture? Hehe. I envy all the folks that have the time to wax philosophical on a daily basis. When I get computer time, I'm more inclined to get in a game.
I wish I could find solace and release by writing about my wonderful life. I'm damn lucky and I know it. At times I have the urge to document parts of my life. But an overwhelming desire to be cute and jocular ends up making me feel embarrassed and small for having told the tale at all! I want to paint the history of my day with the brushstrokes of Faulkner or Brautigan. But it always comes out looking like I painted it by numbers. *sigh*