Friday, September 30, 2005

Friday Night!

I had a spoon-bending mind reader as the headliner and an Elvis impersonator opening on my stage tonight. And the whole time I was thinking, combine the two acts=blow peoples minds. I mean think about it. Sing an Elvis song and then read peoples minds inbetween songs. Whoa!

It's funny that a powerful politician who is obviously caught in a web of his own making will resort to a claim of dirty politics and rail against the partisan nature of this attack on his pristine character. OMG, will criminals like that ever face justice? Not likely I reckon.

More to follow :)

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Where did my paycheck go?

Sheesh, you know times are tight when your paycheck is spent the day before you get it. I keep hearing about all this great economic upswing and exceptional growth! LIARS! The middle class can barely meet their bills, have drained their savings and continue to pile up debt on credit cards. How long can this continue?

So, the value system pounded into my head as a child to work and save and be a responsible citizen is actually going to come back to bite me in the end? I'll be 50 next year which means gee, only 12 to 15 more years of paying into a system that's going to make it a priority to marginalize my quality of life after retirement. WTF? Everything I've worked for my whole life is a lie and a joke?

The corporate profit machine and all the corporate profits of the last 35 years were stoked by the willingness of babyboomers to buy into the system for the promised return of a somewhat secure and comfortable retirement. We are getting rolled. And that's what really makes the blatant hypocrisy of our political system so pathetic, especially the current group of thieves and liars.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Crimeny, this is my third try today.

I've started writing an entry for today twice before this. Neither had anything to do with each other or this one. I need a meta language that allows me to express grand and sweeping ideas, loosely connected concepts and the tangential and disparate ideas my mind is seemingly-constantly flooded with. Crap, if I could only write down half of the things I think of, then ten percent of that might turn out to be actually worth something! Then again, ten percent of crap is...uh, well you get the idea. : )

I like pie.

see that was ridiculously easy!

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

The Wind in me Beard and a Glint in me Eye!

Wife and child are both home sick, woohoo! Have to take a day off and take care of the family, dangit! no really, it's gonna be OK, yeah, gotta hate it.......... kthxbye! New COD2 Demo out today....still trying to get through the SP of the Brothers in Arms EiB demo. DOD released on Steam yesterday or the day before....I need to put on a pot of coffee :D


Update: And then the child did heave and now cometh the vomit, and the previous gleeful expectations are thusly deflated to a mere kernel of optimsm wrapped snuggly in a sturdy shell of guilt.

Monday, September 26, 2005

New FPS is amazing!

DL'ed the Demo for Brothers in Arms last night. OMG, freakin awesome! No time to blog now....gotta clear out a bunch a nazi stragglers and blow a bridge!

Sunday, September 25, 2005

My Kung Fu is powerful!

Got all ready to have some peoples over for BBQ and sky viewing yesterday. Everyone cancelled on me and then it got cloudy. Pretty damn irratating. Ended up watching "Shoalin & Wu Tang". Fear my 8-Divine Sword Wu Tang method. My Kung Fu is powerful!

While I'm on the subject of swordsmanship, I've finally run out of sources for Zatoichi films here locally. Guess I have to buy them if I wanna see the early ones. He made 25 films playing the same exact charecter in a little over 11 years. I've only seen about 8 of them. Can't wait to wrap my eyeballs around the rest of'em!

If you've never rented a Zatoichi film, you are really missing something. Shintaro Katsu constantly delivers some of the most sublime and convincing performances I've ever seen. Double meanings wrapped in a double entendre told as parables. Don't rent this one first though. Although a well made film, it's really like a made for TV movie. Shintaro Katso IS the blind swordsman. It's as though he embodied the part so well that even another skilled actor playing the same character seems unconvincing and lacking in depth. A rare and astonishing achievement.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Busy Month Ahead

Shows I'll be supporting in one way or another in the next four weeks.


Nard Holson, Rodman & Tony Roberts
Michael Ian Black
Dashboard Confessional
Tom Deluca
A lip-sync contest
A Homecoming parade
A carnival on campus
Right Foot Red
Pablo Francisco
Pat Buchanan vs Nadine Strossen debate
Def Poetry Jam
Noche Latina
Sandra Reaves-Philips
Black Theatrical Ensemble

Wow, now that I've actually typed the list out I'm shocked. On top of all that I have three lightshows I have to program/create (men's & women's basketball and women's gymnastics). A PA system to install and and and and and......sheesh.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Picture of the moment!


Don't come sneakin' around our house! I've been teachin' Annelie the basics of a pump action shotgun. They say a 12 gauge loaded with alternting rounds of double-ought buckshot and 12 g slugs is a pretty good home defense weapon. In this day and age I feel like we need it. I know I would never forgive myself if I didn't provide us the means and training to defend ourselves if we needed to.

She's aced her first target practice and I'm extremely proud of her! We work on saftey first, skilz second. When done correctly, she would have kept her cheek tight against the stock after she fired as well as kept her weapon on point and her finger poised, but off the trigger. That's why I'm standing behind her :)

This was taken the moment after the first round she had ever fired from a gun! Way to go baby!

Shouldn’t Drivers Observe the Laws?

As a visually handicapped person, I spend a lot of time on foot. And one thing that’s become more and more apparent as I’ve gotten older is the fact that drivers are becoming more aggressive all the time. Has this ever happened to you…you’re in a car with someone else driving and they encounter a pedestrian crossing the road and the first thing they say is “ better get out of my way you SOB or I’m gonna run over ya!”. Yeah, you’ve heard that before too, haven’t ya!!!!!!


I’m like Mom, be cool, that guy’s on crutches! :D

You know, when they made that film, Death Race 2000 they weren’t dreaming up some sick fantasy. Well maybe they were, but anyway, they were making commentary based on current social trends. Almost all science fiction is based on social commentary that is germane to current trends yet is depicted in a future society or a future scenario. Well I feel like its Death Race 2000 everyday out there on the streets right now. People will get visibly angry because I want to cross the street! WTF? Over 5500 pedestrians killed in 03 . And I live in a small town with a large university….it’s scary. I’m sure this all has a lot to do with how we train our young drivers. Which I do not think we do very well. Take a 30 question test, take a driving test, of which the hardest element is the parallel parking part and there you go! At 15.5 yrs old, the responsibility associated with driving is the farthest thing from your mind. I have a progressive optic nerve disorder so I drove for a few years before having my license suspended for good. And I remember the feeling of terror I felt the first time I got my dad’s car out there on a freeway. My dad was in the car and he was like, “come on son, speed up, you gotta go with the flow of traffic.” And I was like “Holy Crap dad, these people are crazy!”

Europe places a good bit more emphasis on maturity when they dispense driver’s licenses. You have to be 18. And that’s for automobiles only. Someone told me that the primary reason that kids can a get a license in the USA at so young an age is because of the old days of farm traffic. Apparently it was not uncommon in the 40’s and 50’s to have 15 year old kids driving farm implements, tractors, trucks you name it. I’m sure there are a few out there that young still doing it now but it seems unlikely that those numbers are significant. Anyway, just another example of how a reasonable approach to a situation 50 years ago is a recipe for disaster now.

Anyway, my whole point was to ask all you drivers out there to put a little HUMANISM back in to your driving habits. We as pedestrians have to get where we're going just as badly as you do and we are having to walk. Get a grip and give us a break. Thank you.

Design Blunders, Errata & Selling Deoderent with Pictures of my (hopefully ) soon to be Tragic Death in a Firey plane Crash

Seems to be a growing problem in our world. I know I'm not the first to notice :) But it just seems obvious that when you design an aircraft's landing gear, you make it as simple as possible. When Murphy wrote his law he included a line in it that people seem to have missed. That is, the more complex a system is, the more prone it will be to a Murphy's Law type of failure. Shit really does happen, all the time.
I had another thought about that plane circling around for three hours to burn off enough fuel so that when the pilot decided to go ahead and crash land his plane full of people, they would be slightly less likely to die a horrible flaming death. My thought though was this, the networks ought to pay those folks handsomely for providing nearly 4 hours of non-stop entertainment. Since news seems to have eclipsed all other dramatic and comedic forms of TV entertainment. Anyway, those people were watching their own fate on TV as they flew in circles. Unwitting performers on the world stage of CNN.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Where did all my friends go?

Many years ago I toured with Rank & File as their sound engineer. The tour started in Vancouver so they just stopped by my house in Seattle on their drive from L.A. and picked me up. Pretty freaky to jump in a van with 5 guys you've never met and head off for 9 weeks of driving around the country. But it all turned out very well and I became very good friends with the Kinman brothers. I produced their first album when they became Blackbird. But somehow, over the years I've lost track of them and I can't seem to find a way to contact them. And that makes me feel stupid. Because it got me to thinking about how many good friends I've made over the years only to loose track of them. Why do I do that? How freaking stupid can a man be. Hehe, don't answer that because I already know. Some people keep in touch with people from their childhood. I can't even remember the names of my high school friends! Dang, that's just sad. Don't let it happen to you peoples. Do what ever you have to in order to stay in touch with your friends. Nothing worse than getting old and realizing that you really miss some of those people you've lost track of.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

My boy is the bomb!

Picture of the day!


Had Enigma over for some barbeque one day
when he was in town with the Jim Rose Circus
Side Show. Sheesh, check out the horns he's
sportin' these days. Nice!

As they pulled you out of the oxygen tent
You asked for the latest party
With your silicone hump and your ten inch stump
Dressed like a priest you was
Tod Browning's freak you was

David Bowie

Sciatica: A scourge by any other name.

My wife Annelie suffers horribly from this affliction. Just really a nasty thing to do to a human being. I mean come on, that's a design error any way you look at it.

Hey, how about a rowdy nerve running down your legs? Yeah sweet.

MRI's, CAT scans, Physical therapy, anti-inflamatory drugs etc. Nothing helps her much. We do the ice therapy and dose her with Ibuprophen.

Unfortunately for her, anything that cuts the pain also causes a severe alergic reaction. Aleve, Mobic, Vioxx you name it, she's been proscribed it. Ever had your tounge swell up till you can't talk? You learn to hate those fuckin drug companies just a little bit more when you realize you're just five minutes away from rushing your wife to the emergency room if she continues to have symptoms from a drug reaction. You know, they don't mention DEATH in those rapidly whispered list of side effects at the end of drug commercials. They should.

I love you sweetheart. I wish I could help somehow.

Monday, September 19, 2005

Telescope/Star party this weekend!

Look! There's something behind Hale-Bop!

Update: I'm going to setup the telescope Saturday afternoon but my planetary targets don't rise high enough in the sky say till mid-evening, around 10pm. So BBQ and beer starting around 5ish!

CounterStrike 1.6 "Lovin' it!"

AWP city map on like, forever.

128.192.56.72:27016

Dictatortot's Toga Party

The Tots do everything thing they can to resuscitate Rock n Roll from it's nearly terminal state by throwing a Toga Party at the Roadhouse.

tattoos are not useless!

Self Portrait

Remember when skateboarders or guys with tattoos were S.C.U.M. as far as the pedestrians were concerned? Jeez, now alot of those guys are rich superstars. Cracks me up that everything alternative is now mainstream.

The next sentence is true! The last sentence is false!

What's the point? Well fuck it, my uselessness grows more valid everyday. I will blog for blogging sake. I need a new option for self expression.